August 27, 2007
Going back in time
I started making brief notes in the early days of the pregnancy, so here they are...
10 august
well, there's definitely a baby in there!
I had a six-week scan (even though I'm seven weeks) this morning. I prayed last night and this morning that everthing would be OK. But it was a scary time in the scanning room. First the scanner said nothing, which terrified me. I has everything crossed. Then she turned round the monitor and said: 'There's your baby'.
It looks like a bean! But it's there and it's heart is beating away.
Went to my first Total Body Conditioning class as a pregnant woman. I felt like a fraud doing the special exercises. Basically I have to drink lots and lots of water and steer clear of exercises like the plank and sideways plank.
but I felt much better for completing the class.
Symptoms come and go. Today it's sore boobs - I can't sleep on my front, tiredness - slept on the Jubilee line to work; and constant peeing.
Apparently not everyone gets morning sickness, so that's something I guess.
ok so now my breasts are throbbing again
13 august
knackered all weekend , slept for 12 hours on Friday, Sat and Sun, with naps during the day.
Today I felt OK (and paranoid) until lunchtime. Now I am drooling and it's not very nice at all!
First ante-natal appointment tomorrow
20 August
what a difference a week makes
symptoms subsided a lot which made me ultra paranoid and tearful. I have now done three more PG tests.
Peed three times last night - a new record
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I must not go to M&S food hall on my own
Tea tonight: oven baked mushroom risotto with lamb chops (home made).
Snack: Belgian chocolate coated popcorn and Brazil nuts.
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August 24, 2007
Things no one tells you in pregnancy: part one
How tired you will feel. Right now I would give anything to crawl into a toilet cubicle at work for 40 winks.
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pumpkin's progress
pregnancy
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2/8/2007 - the day my life changed forever
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This is the day when I found out that I was pregnant. Hubby and I had been trying for four long years. I have PCOS, so first I had to lost a ton of weight so that I could ovulate regularly, then I had to undergo lots of embarrassing tests to find out why I couldn't get pregnant.
The worst was the post-coital test, where you have to have sex at some ungodly hour of the morning whether you want to or not, wait for a few hours and then present yourself at the fertility clinic so they can see whether the sperm are in a 'hostile environment'. The upshot was that we were recommended to go for IVF.
Perversely, making that decision was like a huge weight being lifted from my shoulders. There was absolutely nothing I could do about my fertility now except look after myself and subject my body to science.
We were due to have the first appointment on August 17th. I was due to start my period around the 23rd July, but nothing came except what felt like a massive dose of PMT that went on, and on and on. Sore boobs, cramps, extreme tiredness, bloating - the lot. But I didn't dare to think that the impossible had happened. When you're told that you need fertility treatment you can't believe that you can get pregnant on your own. So you blame your symptoms on stress, a virus - anything except the obvious.
By Aug 2nd I could put off taking a test no longer. I was so tired the night before that I collapsed on my bed rather than take a jazz dance class at Pineapple, which is my favourite exercise.
I did the test at about 7.30 the next morning - and it turned positive immediately. On the advice of hubby I bought a second test as soon as the chemist opened at 9am. Same result - two pink lines! Turned out that I was six weeks pregnant.
Then my elation turned to panic when I remembered all the food and drink sins I had consumed during my birthday a few weeks before - red wine, champagne, soft unpasteurised cheese, rare meat and pate! But so far, Pumpkin (aka my unborn child) has turned out to be a tough little tyke. Let's hope it stays that way.